Week of November 23rd
Here's how this week week.
Sunday: I spent the day in the ER with my daughter. She was fine. She had an enlarged lymph node yesterday and today it was almost twice as big. She was having trouble swallowing and therefore trouble eating and drinking. The urgent care center she went to told her to get a CT scan. That's when I picked her up and we went together. Turns out, you can get stones in your salivary glands. How weird is that? She'll be fine but it did eat up most of the day. At night, I was exhausted having not slept well the night before.
Monday: Didn't do anything. Just laid around the house. I had no energy at all.
Tuesday: Today was a travel day. We went to Atlanta for a little getaway. It poured rain and the traffic was crazy, but we made it.
Wednesday: Didn't exercise per se, but did do a LOT of walking. Probably 3-4 miles.
Thursday: It's Thanksgiving Day and we traveled home from Atlanta.
Friday: Didn't do anything. Another day of low energy.
Saturday: It is now 8 weeks until the half-marathon. It was cold and dreary but did manage to do a short hike of 1.6 miles.
Week of November 30th
On Sunday, I had planned to do a long run but never did. I have no idea why other than low energy.
Monday I did manage to do some of PT exercises and I even did some Arm Curls with the dumbbells along with some side and front raises. Still no running.
Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday and Friday I did nothing. I wanted to run in the a.m. but again, I have no energy or motivation. I really don't know what is going on. Normally, I would think someone is overtraining, but we know that's not it. I know work has me stressed, but it's certainly less stressful than a Presidential election year and a hurricane. This year should have seemed like a walk in the park.
Saturday I woke up and even though I didn't feel like it, I put on my stuff and I was ready to get out there and do a run-walk if I had to for just 30 minutes. I ended up running the whole way and actually felt pretty good. it was 36 degrees when I started which I think is my sweet spot. A long sleeve t-shirt, shorts and a hat and I felt great. Maybe it reminds me of running in Minnesota in the fall or spring. Who knows.
In Other News
Today, Saturday, December 6th is now just 7 weeks away from the Half-Marathon. I feel so unprepared, but I also have this weird confidence. Covering the distance by then I feel like I can do. Once I lock in on a run, I can feel like I can run forever. My concern is the cutoff time, which I believe is 3 hours. That will be the challenge.
Since my birthday and through Thanksgiving, I've gained a lot of weight. In fact, I've been over 200 lbs for over a week straight. I think that has maybe got something to do with my fatigue and lack of motivation. I try to eat better and I'm fine until the evening and dinner. At dinner, we keep having pasta dishes and I do love pasta! Could I cut down on the sweets. Absolutely. Is it easy? No. There's so much candy, baked goods, etc around ALL THE TIME. My birthday, Halloween, Thanksgiving and now Christmas is coming with more and more sweets. I'm starting to sound like the Grinch on the top of Mount Crumpet.
I'm embarrassed to admit this, but I have ordered a Testosterone supplement from Mars Men. I have no idea if it will work or not, but I will let you know. It should be here by Monday. Hell, even if it's just a placebo effect, I'll take it. I'm so tired of feeling tired all the time. I tell my doctor this stuff - that I'm worried that at 58, maybe I have low-T, but he doesn't seem to care or just isn't concerned. He's a young guy so he probably thinks it's just natural.
I know I could lift weights, eat more protein, do HIIT workouts and raise my Testosterone naturally, but I feel like I need a jump start and that's what I'm hoping the supplement will do. I don't want to get TRT - Testosterone Replacement Therapy. From what I've read, your body becomes dependent on it and it shuts down the natural production. Basically, if you start it, you have to keep doing it and paying for it. The supplement I ordered is supposed to boost natural production. Once I have more energy, I really feel like I'll exercise more and therefore create my own. Naturally, I will need to change some things. Diet. Exercise. Motivation. But I really feel that will come naturally once I get into it. I just need that initial jump-start or boost to get going.
